The title above is not only the title of my blog, but it describes me perfectly; especially lately in regards to my job, where loyalty counts for nothing anymore. I hate this level of anger that I've been feeling for months now; its become so bad that I haven't been able to focus on my writing as an outlet - which has only made things worse for me, and this horrible sick feeling I now go to work with.
The workforce is infested with too many overly sensitive people who constantly toss words out; such as, BULLYING and HARASSMENT. Every damn thing that people do and say is always offensive to someone, and usually because they simply disagree with each other.
I'm told that when I'm accused of bullying its how people see it; and that its not a false accusation because its how they allegedly feel. That being said, people who I have trusted the most has reported me twice; claiming they have been bullied by me. First of all, I hate bullies, and secondly, they reported it only after I had to write them up! What does that tell people? I even proved that my team and I were close friends; and there were no complaints about me until I had to discipline them. For over 3 years now, I praised my team for stepping up to help when I had to be with my husband in and out of the hospital. I've had them over for gatherings and to take food for the long hours they have worked. But yet, I'm a bully! All that and I get stabbed in the back; that will NEVER happen again!
But there it is; those complaints stay on my record and I'm threatened with demotion and removal from the site I had worked on for almost 24 years! I'm suddenly at the mercy of people who "feel they've been bullied"; all they have to do is report it again, and that's it for me. There's nothing worse than going to work; wondering if someone will get mad about something and report it just to help me out the door.
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